I know,I should be doing Christmas posts,and I will once I can figure out how to upload photos from Steve's phone (yeah we were awesome and forgot to charge the camera batteries BEFORE Christmas!).But right now I just really want to write about today.

I realised today that I am a freakishly insecure person haha (who isn't really??).See my Mum has bipolar.I love my mum so so much.But I find it hard explaining it to other people,especially people who haven't known me for a gazillion years like 99% of my friends.I had to tell two new(ish) friends today and seriously a big freak out moment for me!I worried they would think I'm like my Mum (not totally a bad thing most of the time lol),that I would be totally judged.And you know what?I got none of that AT all!It shouldn't have taken me by surprise but it totally did.In a good way.I felt like these people had my back and genuinely cared.It was honestly a wonderful feeling.One took our girls for the afternoon so I could deal with some of the stuff that came up.Its one of those moments where I am unbelievably grateful that life led us back to Hamilton.

AND to make today a bit nicer just before it ends, Steve's Grandma told us she has chosen the girls Chinese names!!!She wants to tell us in person on Sunday,but she told Steve that Isabella's one is her Great-great Grandmothers and Sienna's is her Great-great-great Aunty's name :) Am so friggin excited and cant wait!

So even though today has been hard its been awesome at the same time!